Conversation

I am not sleepy , i dont deny ..
sleep is something of a privileged toy ..
like hte old doctor once said , being high ..
is crazy and its madness .. oh .. its also called joy ..

I dont claim to be an expert with these things,you know ..
Little things in life had taught me well ..
If you really want something , life lets your expectations grow..
pop , your bubble bursts"Buddy , Life is really a living hell" ..

I sit and think "Boy , that was mean .. " ..
"Everyone is happy .. everyone except me " ..
" Do you really think , the grass is always green .. ?
you have not been to the other side .. It's not something you'd want to see "

"Oh yeah ,Im sure It cant be as bad ..
If im surrounded yet lonely , over here , I'm perinnially sad "
"Well then , I cant wait for you to cross , wait till i see what you find.. 
only then you'll realize , of all the good memories ,priceless treasures that you have left behind .."

"Thats what they always say , those who want to stick to their misery ..
Well Im going , im crossing over to the land of free "
With that I fall into the never ending trap ..
the one that life warned me .. *snap*..   

- Lost Poet

time .. my friend..

Time's a crazy , time's a tough ..
time's a changing fast enough ..
like the train that does not stop , fast appoaching ..
bearing down on you without warning ..

I sit there at the crossings and think to myself , o what the hell ..
its all hapening to me .. all too fast ..
i never the know the ending , never too smart to grasp ..
the truth behind all the lies , for all of it I fell ..

Is this happening to me or am i the reason..
to make things go wrong and to think that its right ..
I'm all too confused  .. mind not in a sane state ..
im tossing and turning.. i cant  think straight ..

what is going to happen, its all your seed..
Is it now or never , only you can tell me how ..
To this very day , i had faith ,i had trust and i believed ..
Oh devilish time .. I have lost it all .. faith , trust, belief and love ..   

- Lost Poet